Just One Month Left

And how am I feeling about that ?

I wanted more than anything to have a good exchange.  It just did not happen.  I do not know what the last month will have in store for me, but no amount of awesome could make up for all the suck.

This year was the worst year of my life, no doubt about it.  

I was just blatantly denied an exchange.  Before takeoff, you would not have found a single outbound more excited to have the opportunity to be an exchange student.

But even with all the shit that has gone on in my exchange, if you told me I could get on a plane tomorrow for America, I would not do it.  I would not even think about it.

Hell, if you could get me out of this Rotary club/district, I would stay in Thailand for another year.

Why ?  Because, again, I deserved this.  I was granted shit.

Rotary club of Udonthani, Thailand, I really hope you never host an exchange student ever again.  Thanks.

PS:

-I changed host families again.  If you could not tell, I LOVED my second host so I just do not understand why I had to change.

-My new host family is just as bad as my first when it comes to completely ignoring me.

It is hard.  I just really hope some good can come out of my exchange in the last month.  :)